it's the little things that matter

I am going to start by saying once again. Is wow its been forever ha anyways things have been a CRAZY roller coster these past few months well from the last time i wrote on this. let me sum things up .. well i am dating this boy have been for just about 4 months now . it has been crazy idk i like it well school kinda made me all nutty like and stressed so i been acting kinda diffrent even around him and i am hoping its not to late ... witch i dont think it will be....anyways im going to go see him this weekend and im excited because this weekend i can finally let FREE !! since this is my last week of my first year as being a freshmen in college exciting i know!! its gone by fast and some ways were to crazy i have changed sooooo much from high school i think i am more confident know and past few weeks i just thought to my self no need to stress every thing will work out on its own time... but i think this week is just going to be nutty! thats all lol... i have 3 papers to hand in and a presentation and 2 finales ahhh if i havnt died yet i would be suprised and yes haha i just want 2pm friday to roll around haha any ways i must get some lunch before my next class starts peace out !

wow its been forever...

ok so lets me just begin its been like forever and half since i have written in this and while i was skimming through what i hae written .. all i have to say wow so much has changed from high school .. from what i was reading some days i wish i was back in high school  i sorta miss the stupid drama of girls yelling saying oh he was my boyfriend blah blah all that crap .. it just seems life sorta gets harder because first your on your own and you dont have somommy or daddy there for you all the time ... second you leave everyone you new forever and you are forced to meet a whole new crowed .. witch thats not bad its scary but its cool .. third the drama get worse but the thing that is diffrent about this kind of drama is that its about the "real  world" from what my parents say i dont know .. its just gets tiering after a while i been sick of it i thought i had things down i thought everything was peachy king but now i have stupid boy delema once again .. i think i know whati am going to do about this situation .. oh well im not so worried about that much anymore.. or at least try to think of other things.. haha hmm im not going to get on that .. i am excited for christmas !!  umm today  i went and saw enchanted with evan haha i love that movie i was walk down stairs and i was like ok im going to try not and fall because it was really icy out hmm i spoke to soon one i got close i was like sweet im doing great haha but nope i slipped and fell haha evan was laughing rearlly hard err i hate him haha :) and korey is stupid dumbass i have decided lol .. hmm ooo i am also doing something tomorrow but all you guys have to see .. im kinda scared that it will turn out bad but i dont think it will lol .. hmm any ways im going to be ..

ps i hope by this weekend its ok and i hope this certain someone still wants to hang out even though i no i shouldnt go but i want to

ehh

hehe

he is the most punkass person i have ever i mean EVER met haha :)